Wednesday, November 12, 2008

In a Mission to Prove Somethg~~ Hu Hu~~ Lend me ur Support~~~

Dear blog

I just finis my account exam dis morning... I feel reli reli reli reli TERRIBLE... wuwuwuwuwuwuwu... Haha, dun worry, I'm not so sad as I sound... I was just too "gan dong".... now I have only 2 more papers left.. And den, cum the time for relaxing and "fan xing, fan xing".... XD

Haha, all through this sem, I have yet agn done a lot of thgs dat I regret.... Like spending too much money on food, on face products *(eyes blinking blinking in remorsefulness... XD)......

Anyway, there were also a lot of thgs dat brought happy memories... Of course, dis are the times dat are spent with my gang of friends...... Haha, recently I added another fren on my list... Unfortunately, he rejected the offer.... Ok lo.. Nvm.... Hmm... Speaking of this, I reli DO wan to ask u guys there, any1 reading my blog at this time, do u agree dat there is LOVE between frens?? Pls cast your vote k? In the Voting box below.... Cos I blieve dat there is love between frens... Of course the frenship love la, not the couple kind.... aiyo.... Anyway, answer truthfully ya? Thks!! haha.....

Ok, dat was the mission dat I was talking bout.... Haha, just wan to find proof wile duin the survey oso.. Hehe.... U noe la, I very "sien kong" de..... Haha, warning r.. to the guys, u guys dun act macho macho n say how can they b LOVE between frens la... Aiyo... I noe it sounds corny... But there is rite?? **(winks)

After writing this "short essay" until now.... I oso dunno wat I blabbering bout... Haizz... Oh ya, wanna see my cute baby bro? He had grown a lil bit fatter... I miss him so much~~ Haven seen him in person yet... Hu Hu..... I'll post sum of his pic here though.... Hehe.....



Huhu... This was wen he was newly-born...My mum mentioned dat his head at dat time was no larger den a tennis ball... haha....


Huhu... dis one wen he got slightly fatter... OMG.. he is SO cute..... Long eyelashes.. haha, a typical Tan family member.... Hu hu~~

Haha I just got this pic yesterday... the eyes are so large... aren't they?? XD


Haha... I SO wan to hug him..... XD

Haha..... So dats y I wanna go home so much... There is a new member of the family dat I longed to see.... Hmm.... 15 more days.. Hu hu.. I can do it de!!! XD

Emm... K lah, wanna end my blabbering here d.. For those who still have exams like I do... Gud luck ya~ For those who cnt wait to get home, and owas counting the days in front of me... blekkkkk.... I will go home oso la, just dat I will b a "BIT" late.... I reli dun mind de lo.. Dun wory lo.... **sob sob.....

Hao na.. Get bek to study d.. Aza Aza!!! Hu Hu~~~

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

GoSh... SavE Me~~

Dear blog,

Hu Hu... My name is Fulawar.. You can "jiao" me, Little Fu la war... Haha.. Dats just one of the scene in the drama that I am currently watching.. Just tot dat it's reli reli funny... Ya.. I noe.. I noe.. I shudn't be watching any drama in this exam period... But.. I just cant help it...

Hu hu.. I cant seem to stop blogging too.. Gosh.. Save me~~

Nuthg much today.. Mayb I was just feeling better.. Hope to to go home soon~~

Hu Hu!!! I Miss Home~

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

~HoMe~ Is ThAT ReLi The ReaSoN?....



Dear blog....


Today.. Now... I'm writing this piece at approximately 7.44pm.... just finished one paper... Lots of thgs on my mind.. Dun even noe how to describe my feelings... Just a a few hous ago, I finished that dreadful paper.. This time, its weird.... I dun fil like striving hard... It's like I lost my purpose of studying... Feels like all these reli is useless.. Yah, I noe.. I'm talking crap... Just because I'm stressed out... But sometimes, when I'm alone.. I wonder, what's the purpose of my existence? Y was I created? Is it to go through all these? Serve my years just like others? Born, study, work, marry, have kids, grow old, die?....

Hmm.. Human beings are complicated..... Haha, I dunno 4 u guys.. But I can get happy over the littlest thgs that may seem silly to u.. But get sad over the littlest thg too....

Hmm.... Dis is the exam week.. Just started today for me.... BUt my mind is oredy wondering far.. I can already picture my home.... In fact, ady plan wat I am going to do, first thg wen I get bek.... Haha, guess I reli miss home... Dunno y.. I seem to miss home more this time, so much till I tot of giving up studying....

Sitting the 3hours in the hall just now, for that dreadful paper.. was reli reli tiring.. There were times wen i luk at the door.... just fil like running away.... Y I have to go through all these?.... It's so hard living here.... Isit reli becos I wanted to carry on studying? Or its just to not let my mum down?....

Whatever it is, I noe I m not leaving here... Well, at least not in the mean time.... Just hope I can survive~ Haizz.. I am feeling so0 down.. So dissapointed with myself.... haha.. mayb I'm gonna get myself sum Ice Creams later.... They always get me better.. Umm.. and also some hot chocolate~ O0hh.... I just wanna go home~