Monday, August 23, 2010

- "Tweety" - I HaTe -

To think something such as Miss "Tweety"-look alike is enough to make me write up a blog post soo early in the morning... :D
Anyway, Tweety is coming to the nearest space around me soon - just very soon.. (shouldn't make it too obvious.. Okay?)
And.. Uhh... I hate heart it... Yeah, like "absolutely"... Anyway, please be gone soon welcome... *Smiles*

Oh.. Here's a picture of Miss "Tweety" for revenge welcoming sake..

Okay, okay.. I noe.. It was a "lil, weeny bit" too much.. But, whatever.. I'm satisfied... Now back to work... Hahahahahahaha.... It's such a evil great way to start work early morning!

P/S :
Sorry to all "Tweety" birds fan.. But I assure you all, the "Tweety" bird I'm referring to - memang cari masalah... *no better words to describe*... :p

Saturday, August 21, 2010

没关系... :)

If I saw something hurtful today... 没关系...
It teaches me to be stronger...

If there is no other way but to give love away today... 没关系...
I will learn the meaning of "giving is better than receiving" and to forgive and forget...

If that something hurtful refuse to budge away from inside my mind today... 没关系...
It will teach me to open up my mind more in time to come...

If I cannot understand why things should turn out this way... 没关系...
It teaches me the true meaning of "everything happens for a reason" and I will see why in time to come...

Hmmm... I really am going all melancholy... But it's going to be all right from now on.. :)

Since I decided to start afresh,I shall remember what I wrote in this post today.. :)

Wish me luck guys!! Last but not least, PLEASE allow me to vent out something in frustration :

WTH!! If you want him, take lar!!!! I dun wan pun!! Just dun show me that "black face" when I smiled to you!!!! Cehhh... Silly woman!!!! And, please lar!!! I'm not that desperate, okay??!! Get it!!! AND.. he's not all that great at all!!!

**Phewww** That felt so nice... :p

重新开始 . . .

突然觉得该是时候重新开始了... :)


应该开始对的方向了!!! 梦想! :)

大家一起加油吧!! :)

Saturday, August 14, 2010



Chanced upon this quote at my friend's facebook just now and just thought that it's very true.. Like I'm living this now..

  • It's when you shed tears for him but still you care for him.
  • It's when he ignored you but you still long for him.
  • It's when he starts loving another, and yet you manage a smile and find the courage to say "I'm happy for you"
And this is what I felt like adding:
  • It's when even if it hurt you, you can forget the pain knowing that you made him happy
  • It's when you hold on to that little piece of hope, hoping that one day, he would see you; but even if he doesn't, you'll be contented just having that little bit of hope and yes - that little bit of hope is enough for you to go on miles and miles and never feel tired.... :)
Anyway, the past few weeks had been hectic and it still is going to be for quite sometime.. But, such life is great... Tired and hectic - but accomplished! :)

And yes, I'm slowly moving towards realizing all my aims.. And I'm going to realize them all one by one.. Taking baby steps and going forward towards them...

It IS going to be very exciting...

*Jiayou Carol!!!!* :)

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

- run away -

Sometimes... I just feel like running away from everything... Living my life without caring about anything or for anyone...

lol.. If life can be like that, would it be better?

Guess that wishing to start all over new and build a different kind of relationship with someone who used to be very close to you can be really hard... But, I tried.. Why can't it be possible?

Sorry, but this is one frustrated, meaningless post.. :(

Thursday, July 15, 2010




Friday, July 2, 2010

Let go - Move on... ^^


I'm not so very fine... LOL...

Well, its not like I ever write blog posts when I'm feeling VERY FINE rite?.. Hehe...

Well, a lot a lot of things happened in between the time period where I din post up any posts.. 9 months is a looong time for many things to occur, enuf for my final exams to happen and end, enuf for me to end uni life, enuf for me to say farewell to uni friends, enuf for me to start internship, enuf for me to start a foolish relationship and end it quickly... Lastly, enuf for me to make a lot of mistakes, start a lot of new adventures and gain a lot of life experiences from it.. I n short, from the past 9 months.... I learnt new things, and in the process broke many hearts including my own... I got hurt.. but well, we learn from things like this, rite? It'll only make us wiser, and stronger... But, am I getting wiser and stronger? Hmmm... time will heal me.. and time will teach me to be... I am certain of that... In time also, people's true colors will show... So, I leave it to time to decide that for me...

Anyway, starting work made me realize its REALLY totally a completely different lide from studying (i meant uni life).. I dunno bout other working people's life.. but mine had been as if it's programmed... I wake up - I get ready for work - I go to work - I work (of course) - I get bek from work - I bath - I eat - I slip... Same routine for 5 days in a week... Weekends? I rather spend it at home... Cos ever since I started working, no place had been as comforting as home... Geez...

Ohh... and yes, I haven touched on the title of this post... Yes, I'm letting go of the what I had hold on to for sometime and I am happy to say that I started moving on.. Close friends would know what I am letting go of I guess... Wish me luck.. I am getting wiser and stronger I guess... Haha.. Well people.. Just a piece of advice - Always, ALWAYS listen to what your heart is telling you when it comes to relationship matters.. If you know, this is never gonna work out - well, BE WILLING TO FACE REALITY - face it bravely and love yourself - Dun deny reality and hurt urself in the end... LOL... *macamlah its something easy* Anyway, just my advice... From someone who's gone thru it all... *Cehhh*

Uhh.. Anyway, at this very moment... I am feeling damn hungry.. I haven had my dinner yet and yes, the time now is 139am... Ooohhh... I'm gonna end here and go find some food before I pass out... Hahahaha..

Till then.. May we all be wiser and stronger to face whatever that comes our way in the time to come... Let's all work hard together!! *JIayou* *Good Luck* Cheers~