Exhausted Inside Out

Hmmm

I've tot about a lot these few days when I was sick...

I think its due to my serious case of insomnia.... :(

When you are alone, you tend to think back about a lot of things... It's true I guess...

F-O-R-G-I-V-E-----A-N-D-----F-O-R-G-E-T

This phrase sounds familliar rite?

How many times have you tried to tell yourself this phrase and tried to convince yourself into forgiving someone for whatever mistakes that they have done?

Did it work?

Hmm.... Well, for me... Sometimes it works but sometimes it don't..

I thk it depends on the severity of the mistake level.. Rite?

Well... I've tried my best to try forgive someone... But I cnt deny that sometimes.. Memories are just so hard to fade... And they remind me of the mistakes he/she did.. And then, its just so hard... And then, it slowly kills me on the inside.... :(

I think wats best for me now, or for whoever that had made up their mind to F&F is to reli promise yourself that you will forget...

Mayb that's the best way for both parties... :)

But then, if the same person commits this mistakes again and again.. what then?

Another F&F?

Haha... Silly question... But worth pondering upon rite? :)

Oh... Come on.. Better than getting sad or depressed even one minute for someone who isn't worth it, why not use that one minute to take it out of you?

I mean like letting out your bottled up, depressed feelings...

Do something that makes you hapy.. Or talk to someone...

Well, I used to let out my anger by screaming loudly into a pillow so that my muffled scream wudn't frighten my neighbours.. Haha....

But now.. I learn to talk to someone... It's reli nice to find a listener.. Someone you can talk to and someone you can trust... :)

But then, you can also talk to something.. Well, like me, I am pouring out all my thkings here into my blog...

Even though it may mean that someone may be reading my blog and tell me on how mushy and weird my blog postings sounds.. But at the end of the day, my chest wun feel so tight-up with all the bottled feelings I've kept... :)

Well.. May my posting this time b able to help someone.. or whoever is reading it... :)

Good Nite everyone... :)

~Home <---> Got Sick~

Haizzz...

I tot I can finally enjoy it at home... U noe la.. The usual, watch Tv, Sliipppp, and Eat.. Eat.. Eat..

But who wud have guessed that I had fallen ill upon the third day of reaching home... haizzz...

I'm so scared and SAD now that I'm hiding in a corner.. Drawing circles.... Haizzzz... What if it's H1N1??? Wahaha....

Cham cham cham.....

P/S: Those who r reading this blog.. pray for ur CUTE friend... k?

I'm missing someone now... ;(

I'm so "DOWN" now....

Cos I have so many stuffs that I need to buy... But then i dun have enough CAPITAL to do so.... Haizz

So if any of u r kind enuf.. Donate to me la ye?

Hehehe....

I very kelian one... Ok?

Owas dun get to enjoy my holidays...

Owas sick during holidays... Haizzz....

I deserve ur sympathy.... Rite?

----(^o^)----

K la.. Time to rest..

Home.. But not my home...

Haha....

I reached KK just now... Bout 2pm... Then phoned beloved "sort-of-taxi-driver-but kind hearted-Uncle Chong" to pick us up, as usual... Yalah yalah, the us meant ME + Ah Gui... Hehehe.. **no false guesses please..

Ok.. bek to the story... After reaching, we headed straight to our destination... Actly I decided to come KK cos I have to fly from here to JB on the 13th of June.. Yalah, I noe it's still a week away... Dun say that I am rich cos I chose to come KK instead of spending the week in Labuan... Ok.. Let me xplain.....

1. 
   The lodging is provided by CKA... His bro agreed to lend us his
   house for the week... Big thks ya~~ *HUGsss....
2. 
   I was thking that since his
   bro oso got left his car here, it would be easier for us to move around... not
   that in UMSKAL dun have car.. But there is only 1 CAR in rent the whole campus during this time.... And bla bla bla....
3. 
   And... err.... Oh ya...My J2EE program ended d ma...

Ok.. After we finally reach the house.. I was so excited... Then suddenly ah gui said that he wanted to volunteer drive the car out to buy thgs... I went to take a bath... Suddenly.. my hp rang.. Guess what?? Jeng Jeng Jeng.. --the car wun start-- (=.=)"'

Haha... So the main point is that.. KK or no KK.. I am still stuck at home... But at least KK is better than Labuan.. The public transport here is plenty... So.. I'm still contented... =)

Oh ya... And rite now.. And this moment... I reli reli would like to thank CKA... cos lending me his broadband... Abo.... Sure I live miserably this coming few days... Wuwuwu...

K la... Hungry d... Gonna cook up something to eat... Hah~ That's the other reason y I came here... (:

~A Long Break~ And Back~

OK..... (FYI: this is the 2nd re-edit liao.. Dunno Y.. Kip got thgs wrong)

Been a reali long time since I last updated my blogs with news about me, huh? Well, the last post was just before my laptop "kicked the bucket".. So sad.... Just after I formatted it, now I have to reformat again.... Great~

Hmm... Actly I am now onlining in KFC, and the time is 920am..... I have to wake up around 5am today, got "excited" packing my things... Reach the ferry terminal in a fluster.. Only to find out that the ferry for Sunday is at 1030am... Great~

But... Nasib baik I got CKA's broadband.. Abo.. Sure I bored to death... I thk this is gonna b just a short posting... My laptop is running out of batt.... But o... Tell u guys a secret la.... I thk it is also thks to his broadband that my laptop have to re-format....

So.. In conclusion... Should I thks him or should I not??

Hard to answer ley???

haizzz..... K la... Until here only....

Will update again very soon and tell u guys what I have been busy with these past few weeks..... =)

Chao~